i've been very adamant about opening a yoga studio that brings result..REAL RESULT...great feeling before & after!
this journey i started 4 years ago has been very smooth and the transition between student and teaching has been very very smooth too until i decided to take a step higher and greater like owning my own studio..yeah a GREAT idea right?? now i am able to see everything from both sides and it is not PRETTY.
like in all industries there will be bitches & angels and of course protectors of the right doing & wrong doing! you know...the correction police..it's inevitable.
the discussions i have been having lately (fr Jan to date)....between studio owners, students and The Source are always interesting.
the need to control is terribly immense and i recall there is saying.."if you love somebody, set them free" and so i must learn to let go...let go of worry & expectations! you can apply CONTROL in class but control in other situation makes you a control freak!! NO GOOD!
today i am at junction where the other side is honestly....more delicious, cleaner lines, humane, headache less, financial flexi and of course GREENER!...timing is the key because i already know what's in my heart and i can't wait to share!! waiting for the que to move....
i've been under a lot of stress lately, i've been humiliated, belittled, insulted and disrespected however i still find myself questioning of the pros & contras of this style yoga.....there must be more behind this door...i know it....
everything happens and presented before me for a reason...i get it. i just got to believe in it 100% before i make a move!
once you impose and start to draw a line of difference where there is YOU & ME....everything will crumble down & like my elders said to me once " THIS LIFE IS VERY LONG....WHY SUFFER WHILE YOU LIVE IT?" the BIG question is when? imposing fear, threat and penalties is WRONG...i get sick to the stomach when i hear it!
money & greed is a big part of any business and it's nothing new.....bikram yoga penn state in NY is closed due to ONE hot yoga establishment, you see people will always have means & ways to make things either good or bad for you. http://www.nydailynews.com/lifestyle/health/2011/08/04/2011-08-04_bikram_yoga_manhattan_accuses_yoga_to_the_people_of_ripping_off_bikram_style_for.html
if you built things with honest intention and compassion and not having EVERYTHING in favour of you and nothing else but you, these other establishments will find a loop hole and begin to destroy you to the core of your existence. life is not flawless! there are wolves among us!
there must be more LOVE,LOVE,LOVE....that's all you need!
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